SHE'S GOT ME HIGH

looking back at this blog title (happy and crappy times) and the above photo i said to myself, yeah im experiencing a superbly happy moment right now.did you ever felt this cool cant be described by words sensation.thanks to you darling i felt it everyday after june 16th ;).so this post im going to tell the story how i propose you,how i felt about you and how happy you make now.
june 16th 1400 hours,the big day,the judgement day,the 'put cha guts together' day.at 1402 hours theres a text message,"Hey you. I da smpi".i was on my way to taman melati lrt station with my friend hamad. yeah i know its a big date so asked my friend to do me a favour to snap a few photos of us so in the future we can look back at these photos and said "this is the day where we changed our fb status".i knew it was kinda sneaky but it have its own sentimental values and only 2 photos were taken btw.sory sayang if youre gettin mad :P.so you got in the train and we both standing facing each other.im so happy finally i can see my gigi besar again and im also nervous at that time. im holding my laugh because of my friend taking our pics sneakily like a papparazi.just like ive expected ill do the talking more than you do but i dont mind because around you i felt comfy and so complete. at the movies,we decide what to watch and all that stuff then ambil kesempatan kan?:P. when the r rated part i cover your eyes but you pull away and feel my hand.so gedikk.yeah and also kakak that smoking tu.after that we walked back to klcc.bk is the location.onion rings versus mushroom soup burger.ketchup versus chili sauce. after finish eating, there where it all began. i started to felt nervous. heartbeat gettin faster. "hmmph if i didnt ask now.ill regret it later",these were the only words that kept crossing my mind at that time. so i took a deep breathe and said "how about the answer?", shit! its out! i cant take it back.it was damn embarassing.but then you said we should take a walk to the train. you have no idea how nervous i am at that time.my knees were shaking.as we were gettin closer to the train we slower down our steps and you said"tanya la lagi",as im slowing my step,i got down to your ears and whisper "atiqah would you like to be my girlfriend?", there! i said it okay.with a short meaningful sentences you replied"urm okay". really?seriously? only two of these words kept on crumbling in mouth at that moment. i cant believe that i have a cute and adorable girlfie like you."im sending my girlfriend home"i said just before you got downstairs and already missed you. as i walk to pavillion i kept on smilling all the way while saying to myself."omg shes my girlfriend", i was freakin happy sayang.after i text you for awhile and our date. i know that youre the one,youre special,youre my cute and pretty gedikk.you manage to make felt incomplete when youre not around.you manage to make me smile when i think of you.you manage to cross my mind everyday with your big teeth tu.you manage to make yourself an addiction to me.you so damn cute,pretty and adorable.you are a crook!you should go to jail! youve steal my fucking heart dah. tudung makcik,eyes,crooked nose,fluffy cheeks,big teeth,berkarat,batu hands,hantu nails,gedikk,cute,adorable,pretty,voice, and the way you talk,laugh,look at me,nari2 while we're walking, anything and everything you name it.baby you make fall so deep for you.you have no idea how happy iam right now. i promise to be there for you. i promise to be there by your side. you make me to need you.

ATIQAH KAMARAZUMAN
by words,arent enough.by words,cant be described. i love you so damn fuckin much sayang.